perambulating

May. 14th, 2025 10:28 pm
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so on the one hand, I'm very glad for a particular opportunity that I've been given lately. it's something I've wanted for a while, and someone that I think does have my best interests in mind set it up, so I think I will take the step. On the other hand, I also have some emotional homework to do for it, the first draft of which is an explanation of why actually I don't want to do this OR anything like it in the foggiest, so that's a bit awkward to run into. but like, I already struggle to split myself into two streams; if I'm giving myself to a third party, which well would I draw from? is there enough of me TO give? I've been happy with my current balance.

on the third hand of course though, I remember the first time I took a trip down this road, and [personal profile] blindalchemist set me up SO well to recognise what we're getting into this time. put me on the right track for sure <3

I guess the answer will be to do the homework and turn it in, explaining what I do want to share and why I can't write a blank check. it's got to be reasonable not to be able to dive in head first--I mean, it's known that I'm here as a novice! I'm anxious but don't need to give it the wheel.

...oh, AND I have a clinic the same evening after we've got a first session penciled in. I'm gonna be SO beat lmao. yikes.

Quote...

May. 15th, 2025 12:54 am
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Quote:

"Feed the body food and drink, it will survive today. Feed the soul art and music, it will live forever."

"The anateur works until they get something right. The professional works until they can't go wrong."

~ Julie Andrews


Facts: (Unique Town/City Names)

Massachusetts :

Leominster - Pronounced Lemon-stir, Settled in 1640 and named after Leominster, England. (I guess homesickness was strong in this settlement. Not strong enough to keep the pronouncement though.)

Sandwich - Settled in 1637 an yes, it got its name from Sandwich, Kent in England. (I guess homesickness and habit go hand in hand in this seaport.)

Community Thursday

May. 15th, 2025 05:49 am
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Community Thursday challenge: every Thursday, try to make an effort to engage with a community on Dreamwidth, whether that's posting, commenting, promoting, etc.


Over the last week...

[community profile] bnha_fans posts and comments.

Commented on [community profile] getyourwordsout and [community profile] worderlands. Writerly things!

Commented on [community profile] common_nature. Naturey thing!

Signal boosts:

  • I just came across [community profile] problematicfemslash, a comm for problematic/dark femslash prompts, which I think some people in my circles may also enjoy!

At the oncologist

May. 14th, 2025 10:07 pm
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I got up at 9:00 and had breakfast and coffee, and showered and dressed. The Kid picked me up at a bit after 10:30 and we went to my oncologist appointment. And all is well. My bloods were fine, and so were my vitals.

The Kid drove me back to [personal profile] mashfanficchick's place and we hung out. We had lunch, and I puttered on the computer and my phone.

Cliff called, he made it home safely after spending the night in Pennsylvania. Jen brought some food over for [personal profile] mashfanficchick and we're having that for dinner now.

RK went to my apartment and fed the pets, and did stuff, then brought me my keys and the charger for my Fitbit.

We watched this week's Will Trent, and then I Teamed the FWiB while [personal profile] mashfanficchick watched the Mets game. *sigh* They lost.

Then we had dinner, and here we are.

Gratitude List:

1. The FWiB

2. Cliff got in OK.

3. Yummy dinner.

4. The Kid.

5. Good TV.

6. RK.
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Something I brought up a little while back over on the fediverse:

Hey, remember the fad a while back for these things called pocketmods? If you don't remember the name, you might remember them as those things you would print on a sheet of paper, fold in half along the long axis and into four sections the other way, then make a careful slice down the middle... and if you did it all correctly you had a little pocket sized, eight page booklet with advice on some subject or with small forms on which you could note down how you were spending money to aid in keeping up with your finances, or small RPG booklets. If you remember these (or never forgot them) you may also remember that you only printed to one side of the paper because when you folded it all up each page of the booklet was one side of a folded double thickness section. When I ran across pocketmods again recently this bothered me. You literally, as in really truly literally as well as emphasis literally, lose 50% of the available page surface when you make a pocketmod.

(Assume that I spent the next five minutes not-quite-ranting grumbling about this and just move on to the next paragraph)

What if I told you there was a better way to get small pocket sized booklet that still used a single sheet of paper? All you need to add to the process is either a needle and thread or a stapler. Let me introduce you to a little thing called an octavo. If you check the illustration on the linked page it's the third one down. You make three folds which divide the sheet up into eight sections (thus the name octavo). After you third fold you have something in the form of a little booklet. Now, after the three folds you need to either use the needle and thread to do a 3-hole pamphlet stitch to hold it together or grab the nearest stapler and use one or two staples to hold it together. Now you just need to make a couple of cuts. There are two visible folds on the bottom edge and two on one half of the sheets on the side opposite the spine. You can either use a straight edge or blade to carefully slice right along the folds to separate the pages, trim those two sides with a pair of scissors, or you can do what I did and place a metal straight edge down about two millimeters in from the edge and use a blade to trim off a little strip. Do the last on the three non-spine edges and you'll have nice neat pages with corners that meet cleanly.

If you would like to see the result you can click on the link to see my post over on part of the fediverse a few days back that includes a picture (and a link to a different octavo fold explanation on a site that includes sample pdfs of Shakespeare that you can print and fold). That one in the picture took only a few minutes, including the time spent searching for and reopening the link to the web site with the octavo example to double check that I was remembering the folds right. Fold, fold, fold, staple, staple, slice, slice, slice and I had myself a 16 page pocket notebook for something I'd need to take notes on over the next week or so. It is unlikely to be the last one I make, as they are just handy little things. As noted over on mastodon these little booklets fit quite nicely into a little pouch I have on hand that is intended to be used as a cell phone holder. But it could likely easily hold a half dozen or more little booklets like this. Oh, and nothing is stopping you from folding two sheets of paper, nestling one inside the other and then sewing or stapling and then instead of a 16 page booklet you have a 32 page booklet.

And I'll likely make some bigger booklets. I have a long reach stapler which means if I do a folio (they fancy way of saying just folding a single sheet once dividing it into four pages) signature I wouldn't have any trouble reaching in the 5.5 inches to staple the spine if I don't feel like sewing (and unlike most smaller staplers it has an adjustable paper stop and measuring guide to help you staple at the exact distance you want). About a decade ago I did a project I called at the time Character A Day (but have since referred to as the Seven Days, Seven Characters world-building project). For seven days I came up with a character, wrote a bit about them, wrote up RPG stats using the FATE Accelerated system, and included a setting aspect. At the end of the seven days I had seven characters as well as a setting for them. I've been considering for a while now grabbing those posts, doing a cleaner rewrite, maybe including a little more, and putting it together as a small pdf. 4.25" x 5.5" is not an uncommon page size for indie RPG pdfs. As long as the revised version stayed under or not much over 48 pages at that page size then it would be easy to do up a single signature from a stack of pages (I believe the manufacturer says the long reach stapler I have should be able to do up to twenty pages, but a dozen is probably much easier to staple through and twelve sheets would be forty-eight pages).

What I'm Doing Wednesday

May. 14th, 2025 06:19 pm
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books
Buddha's Brain: The Practical Neuroscience of Happiness, Love, and Wisdom by Rick Hanson, Richard Mendius, Daniel J. Siegel. 2009, I think. Really not as sciency as I was hoping for. :(

Chakras, the Vagus Nerve, and Your Soul: Journeying to Wellness Through Subtle Energy and Your Nervous System by C.J. Llewelyn, M.Ed, LPC. I was expecting something bordering on the woo-woo, based on the title. But it's actually a therapist's book on treating clients with trauma in a somatic-informed way. Which is very cool and relevant to my interests! (The last 20% kind of went into soul-stuff, but the rest was very rooted in science.)

The Neuroscience of Yoga and Meditation by Brittany Fair, Bruce Hogarth (Illustrator). This is so cool. All the nitty-gritty science of what yoga and meditation do to the brain. Recommended.

currently reading: The Hidden Story of the Mahabharata: With Inner Meanings from Paramhansa Yogananda by Nayaswami Gyandev. I've read parts of the Mahabharata, inc all of the Bhagavad-Gita, but never the whole thing and never with annotations. So far, it's a deeply satisfying read.

dirt )

healthcrap, Pilates, yoga, yoga nidra )

#resist
May 20 to 26: Walmart Boycott 2
June 1: Pride LGBTQ Protest
June 3 to 9: Target Boycott
June 14: Flag Day & No King's Day (Trump's Birthday) Protest
June 19: Juneteenth Protest
June 27: Stonewall Anniversary Protest
June 24 to 30: McDonald’s Boycott
July 4: Independence Day Boycott

I hope all of y'all are doing well! <333

tier list of my fanfiction

May. 14th, 2025 01:12 pm
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I made this mostly for my own benefit / out of curiosity, because I was basically asking myself the question "okay, if someone's first exposure to my work were piece [x], am I happy with that or am I doing a yikes emoji." Very vibes-based and obv reflects my own biases, and I haven't reread all of these recently so maybe some are better/worse than I remember! But here we go:

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classical music is so metal

May. 14th, 2025 02:01 pm
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I’m guessing it’s probably not just a me thing, but it somehow continues to surprise me when I’m listening to an album and really connect to a piece to the extend that it makes me feel all metal about it ♡

Today’s was Ride’s Clouds of Saint Marie as reimagined by Pêtr Aleksänder - Spotify / YouTube Music / Apple Music. I gather that Ride is a rock band, but I mostly listen to classical spectrum music at work and this particular album firmly sits within that, and my reaction to this particular piece is in the same vein as pieces that are perhaps more firmly “classical”.

Project 52

May. 14th, 2025 01:41 pm
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Click here for Week #19 )

Tiny Drawers

May. 14th, 2025 01:27 am
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I now have an 8x8 case of tiny drawers. It arrived Monday. Some drawers are labeled, some are not. Labels include:


Read more... )

The effort has taken most of my day, organized several drawers, and made my desk completely incoherent. Good times.

Quote & Fact...

May. 14th, 2025 02:50 am
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Quote:

"Year's end is neither an end nor a beginning but a going on, with all the wisdom that experience can instill in us."

"The longer I live and the more I read, the more certain I become that the real poems about spring aren't written on paper. They are written in the back pasture and the near meadow, and they are issued in a new revised edition every April."

~ Hal Borland


Facts: (Unique Town/City Names)

Maryland :

Savage - Not named after an abundance of savages striking the town, but from a man named John Savage. (Not acceptable language for today, however in 1685 that was what's they called the indigenous people.)

Funkstown - Originally named 'Funck’s Jerusalem Town', after James Funck. It became known as Funckstown after the Civil War Battle of Funkstown on July 10, 1863. (Lots of lives lost on both sides.)

Recent Reading

May. 13th, 2025 10:44 pm
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Love Between Fairy and Devil, Vol. 1 by Jiu Lu Fei Xiang (translated by Yu):

Read more... )

Kei × Yaku: Bound by Law 6 by Kaoruhara Yoshie (translated by Leo McDonagh):

Read more... )

Star Trek Discovery and the Female Gothic: Tell Fear No by Carey Millsap-Spears:

Read more... )

The service

May. 13th, 2025 09:47 pm
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Last night Cliff never found his motel. He checked into another one near the airport, and called me and let me know because he couldn't get hold of Jonathan or Eva.

I didn't sleep well and at 1:30 am the Kid texted me about what she was going to wear and photos she was bringing.

I finally got to sleep, and got up at 7:00. I tried getting Jonathan, but couldn't finally got Cliff, and we agreed he's get directions from the hotel desk. He did, but managed to get lost anyway.

Jonathan and Eva Ubered to the crematorium. Cliff tried getting there on his own. He got lost.

Meanwhile [personal profile] mashfanficchick and I got picked up by RK, and we went and found Cliff and had him follow us to the crematorium.

Somehow we managed to get there with enough time to get ready and set up.

Little by little people got there, and we started. Cliff did a great job, and I"m so glad itall worked out.

At the end, they allowed five people to go and to the actual oven and start the cycle. That was me, the Kid, her boyfriend, Cliff, and Middle Brother. Cliff said a few more words, and I did what needed to be done.

After it was over, we went to the Buccaneer Diner. There were 15 of us, which was a very nice size.

After the meal, the Kid and I and her boyfriend, and RK and [personal profile] mashfanficchick and Brianne and Chris stood around in the parking lot talking

Finally we broke up and RK took us and Chris to Flushing where Chris got the 7 train and I went to Duane Reade to pick up the one week prescription of Ambien that my psychiatrist authorized for me this morning.


RK brought us back to [personal profile] mashfanficchick's place, and I collapsed for a three hour nap.

Then I got up and puttered on the computer, and at 7:00 I Teamed the FWiB. We talked for an hour and a half, S and I had cancelled the meeting tonight so we didn't have to stop at 8:00.

Then [personal profile] mashfanficchick got up and we had dinner, then watched the end of the Mets game.

So I feel drained but peaceful.

Gratitude List:

1. The FWiB.

2. We got Cliff there.

3. My family and wonderful friends.

4. The four people from Al-anon who made it to the service.

5. Everything worked out OK.

6. It's over.

Here it comes...

May. 13th, 2025 04:10 pm
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Senator Mike Lee (R-Utah) has introduced a bill to make all porn illegal. Just like they said they would in Project 2025. They'll start with online/video porn, but don't think they won't come after slash eventually.

(no subject)

May. 13th, 2025 03:12 pm
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Sonata chapter 7 is fully edited! I'm very proud of myself for getting it done so fast, since it needed a complete overhaul of three separate scenes. Now I'm banned from touching it again until tomorrow; I need to get chapter 8 also edited by this weekend so that there will be an update after my surgery (since I'll lose at least two writing days to recovery), but that can wait.

So my options for evening projects are:
- quick Klavdar drabble that will eventually end up in sir, we drown; I've got a few different prompt options for that.
- keep typing up that PWKM fill that's in my notebook
- finish up part 5 of the PWKM spreadsheet
- work on Fandomweekly banners

Or maybe all of the above. Or I'll crash when I get home from work and end up in bed early. We'll see!

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